Dec 18, 2009

New Years Resolutions.

Yeah. Your eyes isn't playing tricks on you, my most devoted readers. It's a blog from me. A REAL one. I know, I've been MIA for a LONG ass time. It's not that I didn't really WANNA blog. I just lost my passion for it or when I tried so HARD to, nothing came out. So, here I am. Enough with the damn announcement because I'm sure most of you don't care.

I've never really been a fan of New Years Resolutions. Oh, Hell. Lemme be totally honest: I FUCKIN' HATE THEM! I remember as a Child, my Grandmother would always ask me every year what mine would be. She'd say "God gave up something for US in His only Son, so you have to give up something for Him, too". I used to say something easy like "I'll try to make good grades this year" or something of that nature. In the back of my mind, I was like "THIS IS SOME BULLSHIT!". I never SAID that for the fear of getting knocked to high Heaven but you can pretty much tell that by the look on my face. I think they're stupid. They're just promises most people make to themselves that they probably won't keep anyway. So, I don't even waste my time with them. I tried it for the hell of it last year but I was like "NAW!! NEVER AGAIN".

Now, lemme say that I don't knock those who make them for themselves. Hell, some probably even KEEP them and to that, I applaud them, I salute them and say more power to them. But for me? I don't make them for myself because I'm of the mindset that I can choose any damn day of the year to change something, with God's help of Course. I don't have to wait until January 1st to do it. Any day is good for me. It's not like I don't have some goals for the new year but I'm not exactly PROMISING myself that I'll do this or that for the new year. I'm of the mindset that I'll work towards it WHENEVER and if it's God's will that it HAPPENS, then so be it. If It DON'T, that's cool, too. So, to those of you who do it, GOD BLESS YOU AND I WISH YOU WELL! I hope you succeed, But I think I'll chill on that.